Saturday, May 28, 2011

The Charm of Time





        After coming home from Alki beach today, I looked at some of the photos I took and, all of a sudden, a thought came to me.  For several years, I've been taking photos of stuff randomly( mostly depended on the timing and the mood) without really being serious or wanting to accomplish anything out of it rather than killing time. When it was sunny out and I was in the mood for a walk and a change of scene, I would just drive around(sometimes had a plan, sometimes had not) to some neighborhood, park my car, and walk around taking photo. Way before I was already into architecture and street shops or that kind of stuff but recently I was drawn to take photo of houses, old ones in particular. Seattle sky is so fluctuate even when I chose sunny days to go out, I often ended up with a mixed of bright and lonely afternoons, sometimes the sadness of the rain, and sometimes the cold and dull evenings. But because of the randomness I also discovered something really great. It is the beauty of time!

       Time is in constant moving with no returning. We cannot go back in time( of course, unless we successfully invented a time machine) but that is the whole point of life. Time allows us a chance to make mistake, to forget, and to not know what the future holds. Imagine just a minute what we would do with a time machine. My imagination would be that we would go back to the past to undo mistakes and we would go to the future to predict the success so that we could live happily in a present. But since we are human beings, we naturally make a lot of mistakes and, therefore, naturally make a lot of wishes. Chances are we would spend all of our time going back and forth between the past and the future and have no time at all to be anything now, let alone happy. In a traditional Italian rustic style farmhouse, the beauty of the unit lies mainly on what nature provides. The stone walls that have various sized stones, the terra-cotta tiles that at their best when used, the wall finishes that used thin amount of paint( because traditionally Italian farmers could not afford too much paint), the wooden floors that preferred when laid with nails to produce a squeaking effect and applied with local beeswax or not treating the wood at all to let the time puts warmth to its texture.

        Just the same way I came to appreciate the old, abandoned, unimportant things I happened to come across such as the old houses. Then I thought why not put together a series of images that convey the sense of time and its charm. I'm no great photographer but the thought just seemed like a fun idea to me. I'll do as much as the time allows me to.


                                                

Friday, May 27, 2011

05/27/11

"You are not living
Until you say ' yea '
To it all. "

            - Joseph Campbell

Sunday, May 22, 2011

End of The World !?!

I came home after some beer, tequila, and mixed brownies.
Opened Bach Partitas played by Glenn Gould.

I can see many, many music notes emerging out of a computer,
LITERALLY !!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Glenn Gould - J. S. Bach - Partita No.4 - Allemande

I am a big fan of Glenn Gould and a small fan of Bach.
But this piece is so beautiful !!
I find myself listening to it over and over again.

I also have this piece on mp3 but to actually see Glenn plays and listen to it live is FAR more astonishing. His performance is as emotional as one can be.
It's like he sold his soul to the grand piano!
The Genius Within Indeed.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

05/17/11

All of a sudden, I feel the urges to start over. You know, I've been this way for a long time. Again, I have no idea how am I going to do that. Musically, I just want to try something new. I've been writing songs under the name " Free Typewriter" for awhile and it's so hard to start something new. And I wanna take a break from Facebook because it just doesn't suit my lifestyle( at least for now).

To be honest, I don't think I'm going to change much and, in fact, I'm not trying to change anything.  I think to be an artist is not to lock yourself in your own private world but to open your private world as a gallery to let people come in and out; to share what one has to share. No surprises, my life is somewhat that of an artist ( though I'm still not sure if I'm good enough to be one). My priority is music. I've been playing and writing songs since forever and I'm at the point where it becomes my habit and my way of expressing what I cannot express in any other normal everyday-activities.

I'm trying to go to Cornish to study music and to meet with like-minded people. Just recently had I began to realize  how much work will it take to get into a private college( let alone study in one). But I have no other plan right now. I don't know of a better way to continue doing what I'm doing and staying in this lifestyle but going to a good music school. I'll do the best I can. Yeah, that sounds about right!